Thoughts are spinning out of control
And I don’t care where I’m at right now
All I see is the way I use to be…
Or the way things are going to be – and I don’t like it.
The days darken and the days lighten
Always brighter when people are around
When I’m alone I wonder…
Is this how it will always be?
When does the sanity set in?
Where does the inner strength begin?
Will I ever finish the race?
Will I ever know my place?
I strive for a little while
And then become weary
Too tired to try
Too tired to cry
I strive a little while more
And wonder what the point is
What’s the missing link
I need to know before I sink
Why am I hurting
Why do I care
What happened to the spontaneity?
And the girl who would always take a dare
What am I doing
Where am I going
Why do I always feel so lost
